Again, still, I stand before you
Again, still, I expect no response
Yet, as day ends
Rays of the light of forgiveness created before I was
Rays of the light of forgiveness created before I was
Surround me.
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I cannot hide
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I lift up my face toward the light with expectation
Knowing that nothing that was done can be undone
Yet also knowing that the miracle of atonement exists even for me, a poor sinner
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And for you
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I tilt my face toward the sound of music
And the sound of mumbling.
We are all sinners, asking for the miracle of atonement
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Year after year we make vows
Year after year we fall short
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Year after year the music infuses us with hope
Knowing that sins from the previous day of atonement cannot be erased
Yet hoping
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Standing before you and the whole congregation
I vow that from this day of atonement to the next I will not repeat the same mistakes.
That these past mistakes, not repeated, shall be as stepping stones to You.
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That these past mistakes, not repeated, shall be as stepping stones to You.
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I lift up my face toward the light with expectation
I am bathed in the light of repentance
Like from a mikvehThe ritual bath. The waters of the mikveh symbolically purify – they are seen as waters of rebirth. A convert immerses in the mikveh as part of conversion. Many Orthodox married women go to the mikveh following their period and before resuming sexual relations. Couples go to the mikveh before being married. Many, including some men, immerse before Yom Kippur; some go every Friday before Shabbat. I emerge,Â
Not new bornÂ
But clean
Not new bornÂ
But clean
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Ready
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Shehekheyatnu
Ve’kiyamatnu
Ve’higiatnu
La’zeman Hazeh
