they call
my condition
euphoria
dysphoria
i realized my body
was not mine
spun out of your control
and “joyful
joyful”
entered a heaven
stumbled into a religion
not yours
my own!
and after the
rollercoaster
vomit
and surrender
i mean
vertigo
i have landed
in the land past
Thee and We
here i am
Adonai Yireh
from this mountain
“i adore
Me!”
as i shout back to the
glory of the
L-rd
which i know now
and back then
did not
for a single moment
depart
Me
