Prayers I Am Not Sure I Believe

Silhouette of a woman standing by the ocean at sunset, with cliffs in the background.
 
I pray for my neighbor
who is violent toward his wife.
 
I pray for my so-called political enemies,
who, in truth, are not so different from me.
 
I pray for my family.
 
I pray for the strangers I will never know,
and for the people I know all too well.
 
I pray to something
I am not always sure I believe in.
 
I pray to be free of tribal thinking,
to see beyond duality,
though I know that work lasts a lifetime.

I pray, and I pray, and I pray.

And in the end,
I kiss the rosary that once belonged to my father,
the only thing I carried from his house when he died.

And I wonder if he ever prayed these same prayers
and simply never told me.

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