Cognitive Dissonance

a child sleeping
I am trying to balance the sight and smell
of my world, the day after a rain
that brings new grass and life
with photos of more rubble in Gaza
and mourners, in all colors, without time
to mourn their dead.
I am looking for poems
or words to soothe my soul,
to help me bear the darkness of the world.
I dread reading the news,
my heart, stretched each day anew–
by horrors and dark predictions.
Last night I heard an interview of a mother
whose only son was killed at a dance party
in the desert in Israel on Oct. 7th.
“May no other mother have to suffer
The loss of her son like this,” she said.
“No retaliation will ever bring him back.”
I cannot find the words
I seek. I shuffle through
my midnight house to my son’s dark bedroom
grateful for the sound of his light breathing,
In this safe room, I kiss his forehead and whisper,
“Good Night” and “I love you.”
Share on facebook
Share on email

Ritualwell content is available for free thanks to the generous support of readers like you! Please help us continue to offer meaningful content with a donation today. 

Related Rituals

Shop Ritualwell - Discover unique Judaica products

The Reconstructionist Network

Serving as central organization of the Reconstructionist movement

Training the next generation of groundbreaking rabbis

Modeling respectful conversations on pressing Jewish issues

Curating original, Jewish rituals, and convening Jewish creatives

Get the latest from Ritualwell

Subscribe for the latest rituals, online learning opportunities, and unique Judaica finds from our store.

The Reconstructionist Network