Finding My Voice as a Black Jew

HashemLit. The Name, referring to the ineffable name of God; used as a substitute for any of the more sacred names of God when not speaking in prayer. Particularly used in conversation., do You hear me?
Do they hear me?
Calling
Screaming
Begging
Pleading
My people
We are not okay
We are dying
We are suffering
I am angry
I am silent
I am afraid
Hashem? Do You hear me?
Can I speak to the people the way I speak to You?
Will they hear me?
Will they protect me as You do?
I am a Black Jew
I am strong
I am fierce
I am resilient
But I am afraid without You
G-d, I pray I find my voice
The way I’ve found You
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As I wear my kippahA small cap, traditionally worn by men, symbolizing humility before God. Although women traditionally covered their heads with a scarf or hat as a sign of modesty, today, some women wear kippot as well. today
Remembering that you always walk with me
I wear it walking with You
Because I live
Because I will no longer be afraid
As a Black Jew
Hashem, our people, my people with You.