On the second night an angel came dressed
in Japanese embroidered silk.
Oil is wisdom
overflowing like precious oil on the head
running down the beard of Aaron.            [Ps.133:2]
Pure finely-beaten, most excellent of the olive oil —
the olive that releases its finest product when pressed.
Smell this, said the angel,
pressing his wrist to my nose
another quality of oil
the capacity to absorb.
[I smelled yasmina jasmine],
When I make perfume the scent is absorbed into the oil —
then distilled. Just this way wisdom absorbed from the world
both its beauty and contaminants.
One small vial of pure oil
when fired up lights everything.
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Wisdom when it is tended burns pure
burns long burns sure.
O God — a heart of purity create within me               [Ps.51:12]
bind me to the purifications
separate me from contaminants —
Begin now.
On the third night, an angel opened with
Darkness IS Light —
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God separated the light from darkness
called light day
and the darkness night
And it was evening and it was morning
 day one.
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In the beginning, darkness and light one                  [Gen.1:4-5]
single seamless sourced good
then the challenge
subdue the dark
illumine the good.
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Temple menorah lit by day to illumine the night
Hanukkah menorah
lit by night to reclaim dark
light from darkness itself the source of light.
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The Temple lights seven
Hanukkah eight
seven the spiritual cycle
all natural cycles given in seven.
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Eight —
surrounding the seven
the extra measure set around nature                       [Chazal]
the eighth lamp
light from darkness itself
darkness as an aspect of light.
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Now stare into a candle                          [Tikkunei HaZohar 21:50a]
see the flame
see the darkness around the wick
see the dark candle
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It’s all light
all over.
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On the 4th night an angel came to me
Quoting Rav Kook
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Chanukkah Lashon Chinukh
The language of learning
Eight Nights each night a light
Or HaTorah/the light of Torah
Or HaNevuah/the light of Prophecy
Or HaChokhmah/the light of Wisdom
Or HaTzedek/the light of Righteousness
Or HaGevurah/the light of Strength
Or HaSimchah/the light of Joy
Or HaChesed/the light of Kindness
Or HaAhavah/the light of Love
We see them as if they are separate
But for community to establish itself
For Peace/Shalom and for Kedushah/Holiness
Unity brings Holiness into the world
And with holiness the highest blessing
With unity the blessing of peace
The singular ner shel Chanukkah
On the fifth night
An angel came to me
And spoke out of a thatch of black beard [Sipurei Ma’asiyot Hadashim]
He told me this story:
A young man left home traveled to a faraway land where he learned the art of making menorahs.
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When he returned home he went to work. He worked alone covering the menorah with a large cloth even his father had not seen it.
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When he was done he asked his father to gather together the townspeople in the square.
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He unveiled his work, everyone was silent.
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His father approached each person individually asking what they thought about the menorah.
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Each one saw a defect, each a different defect.
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The father told his son, what one person praised another person cursed.
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That’s what I learned, said the son, each defect is in the eyes of the person who sees it. I fashioned a menorah entirely out of defects,
I made the menorah out of flaws. Now I will begin its repair.
When you find a flaw, he said,
you find your own flaw.                          [BT, Kiddushin 70a]
On the sixth night
An angel came teaching (a little didactic)
Hanukkah means dedication
You were probably taught
Dedication of the Temple that had been
Defiled
I asked Yochanan ben Zakkai
He said, nothing defiles unless you allow it
Nor does the ritual purify
So what is this Hanukkah dedication?
It’s a law of G*d
It’s a story
It’s a picture
It’s a memory
It’s never forget
It’s make a monument
To honor rededicate remember
That’s the law of God that applies
It’s the story that purifies
Each time it is told.  [Numbers Rabbah 19:8]
On the seventh night there was a pause in festivities
From one side of the page we lifted up the light
The miracle of the oil
From the other side of the page
We lifted up the few against the many
Redemption in the struggle
The angel hollered, we are all responsible
It’s all of us and it’s everything
Sit together
Bring your differences to the Table
So we sat in our sadness
Resisting the simple
Until we found our silence
And mourned the losses
And we sat there
Until it became clear
What to do what not to do
As long as it takes.
On the eighth night
I ran into an angel dressed as Prince at the grocery store.
He spoke this prayer:
All the prayers are peace
Drip drip dripping
But the words have no lift
The lower worlds are bestirring themselves
The Great Heart of the World longs for peace
We are waiting for the true persons of compassion
You know who they are
We are yearning for peace
Silent peace true peace
May great peace flow from the upper worlds like a fountain
(Y’hei shlama raba min shemaya)
It will be beautiful
Like our lives (some MSS. lies)
But for now
Save us
For a few more
Twenty-four
Hours
Amen
On the ninth night
an angel came to me in the form of the dope man.
He told a story about a dope fiend who came to buy —
the dope man wouldn’t let him in.
He makes me nervous, said the discerning dope man.
Why are you telling me this story
and why on the ninth night? I asked.
You thought eight nights, said the dope man angel.
Some calendar years you will light nine.
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You assumed ten energies
there are eleven.
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You learned four ways of reading —
there are five
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four levels of the soul
there’s a fifth.
What kind of dope are you selling
dope man?
The kind you live for, he said —
everything that issues from the mouth of God               [Deut.8:3]
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the kind you can’t do without.