curse the fire!
		and curse the dark!
		curse these unlinked arms!
		and bottomed out hearts!
		and when i am done cursing
		permit my being to sink so low
		that i surrender
		in spite of my solitary hatreds
		to
		Blessing
		to the promise of every last hopeless shred shredding within me to feel the unfelt dread
		and by acceptance let this human life
		at last
		be led
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